Kind of lame...
gissel, me
itsgisselx3
but it really meant a lot to me that Karen wanted to Skype with me to show me her apartment and introduce me to her roommates and friends :3 I know she'll be fine in Florida for 6 months, I mean, she's super outgoing and charismatic, there's no way she wouldn't already have friends that she loves. She said that they treat her like I do, and I was kind of jealous but I'm glad she's not getting too homesick :) If she's happy, I'm happy, right? 

But then why do I feel so stupid for missing her? -.- Best friends living so far away sucks, whether you've known them in person or online for 1 or 5 years, sucks either way.

Writer's Block: Back to the Future
gissel, me
itsgisselx3
Definitely back in time. I've kind of always felt like I wasn't meant for this century or era or the one's to come. Things used to be so simple back in the day. It was easier to talk to people and communicate because there wasn't a ton of technology to get in the way. Earlier at Barnes, I saw two best friends walking around the store and they were both on their phones texting other people or whatever. Like, why even bother leaving your house if all you're going to do is ignore your friend so you can text or Facebook other ones? Idk. I guess, going forward into the future would just be...lame. It ruins all the surprises and, if we really can change our future because we don't have one already planned for us (not that I have any actual beliefs on that), seeing our future would lead us to go off and change the entire thing because what if we don't go far enough and we only see a part of our future that's bad and we end up skipping over all the good parts, then we change it and we end up making it sucky just because we landed in the wrong year? Like I said, going BACK in time just has a lot less complications. Yes, there's the whole ruining the space time continuum and all of that Back to the Future junk buuuuuuut....whatever. I don't see a point in going into the future other than ruining something that shouldn't even be known in the first place.
Given the choice of time travel, would you go back in time or forward?

So long, farewell.
gissel, me
itsgisselx3
My best friend leaves tomorrow. In....26 1/2 hours actually. She's moving to Florida because she's part of the Disney College Program so she gets to work there for 6th months. She used to be excited but now that it's finally hit her, she's pretty bummed about the whole thing. I know she still wants to leave, no matter what she says. She's just scared because she's never been away from home for more than 2 weeks at the most, I believe. I've been ignoring the fact that she's leaving every chance I get because I hate crying but, after tonight, I won't see her again until August. Actually, God forbid, what if I never see her again? I have a lot of friends, I have even more acquaintances, and I have a few best friends, but this friend that's leaving is the only one I've ever actually met and she's leaving. I can't even think about what I'm supposed to do, and I worry for her. She's my babyyyy. I taught the girl manners and that she could actually TRUST people, I taught her how to grow up when necessary and de-age on other terms. She's my bestest friend and we spend, like, all of our time together. Literally. I know, I should be happy for her because it's an amazing experience, and I get that, but I wanna be selfish just this once. I want her to stay with me until I'm ready for her to leave, until I'm ready to detach from her. Now, I don't really talk to people, I talk to computers (obviously) about feelings and junk, but this girl was the girl I told everything and we finished each other's sentences and we got all of each other's jokes and she calls me funny when I'm funnyyyyy! Idk, I guess in a general sense, it's not that important. I'm almost positive she'll make it to Florida safely and she'll love every second and she'll come back a better person, but what if that's what I'm afraid of. What if I lose because she comes back as a different person. Idk what I'd do if that happened. She totally understands me and that's sooooo hard for me to find because I'm a mixture of types of people and I don't fit in with a GROUP, I fit in with  a person. I know I have other friends, I know we can skype all the time, but it's not the same. 

My best friend leaves in 26 hours and 15 minutes and I'm not the least bit ready for her to go :(

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